Believe it or Not, Its up to YOU.... :)

Al Salam Alaikum wa Rahmat Allah wa Barakatoh

Dear brothers and sisters, global wise, I was thinking whether to tell you this personal information about me or not, and lastly I desided to tell you, but if you see that I was mistaken to do so, please forgive me.

This personal information is regarding my health, maybe you remeber that recently I foundout and out of my Indian Medication Journey, that I'm a Romatoid Arthrithis patient, another finding here in the American Hospital in Thailand was that I might have a kind of Cancer in my stomach or intestines, they're still not quit sure about it, but I feel that it is true out of the severe symptoms I'm having more than three months back and till this moment.

I'm not telling you that for fun, or to trigger your sypathy or tears, since I'm brave enough, and also proud enough to accept it and even be happy with it.  What I really want out of it is your "Doa'a" that Allah will cure me even if it was Cancer, or if not, that Allah will give me the health to complete what I started ......For the sake of Allah... Or the last and not the least if it was my time to leave this life that Allah will forgive me and accepts me as a good slave of him.

No one can imagine how happy I am these days, I feel that I'm in the Paradize rightnow...I swear...I cannot describe my feelings....Love All Of YOU...Please FORGIVE ME.....